I had some soup in the pub last night while the club were out running; again I wasn't hungry but I wasn't too nauseous either. I managed to give out some more of the home made goat brie and had a good chat with quite a few people. The pub was very loud which I don't like as I find it overwhelming when I'm trying to talk. The club was in two different parts of the pub and when most of the people on the table left to go I was sat on my own which made me feel sad. I didn't feel I could go to the other table as there was probably no room and they were in the noisiest part of the pub. I couldn't bear the thought of walking up to the table and then either standing next to it or having to walk away again. Thankfully Tash noticed I was alone and sat down, along with the person she was with, and chatted to me.
This morning I dropped Helen off at the station, the car at the garage, walked into town to pick up my prescription and then to the library to renew my card and pick up a book. No time for a shower or even a cry this morning.
I walked back in to town for my appointment with the doctor and she signed me off for another couple of weeks and doubled my medication. I was fine through most of the appointment but again I broke down toward the end. I hope the increased dosage helps me.
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